Monday, October 4, 2010

I Hope for You at Least at Last Satori















I cry for the lost souls left behind
waiting for the day you're healed enough
to come back from the dead
knowing that day is infinitely out of reach

More than for me
I hope for your family
for the unit you made
and for the spirit of Gage

I miss my brother my teacher
my Jaffy
Agnostic Buddhist
To my bumbling drunken buffoonery

You're still standing in that shimmer of early morning
that grassy area in Houston's January Spring
that artificial natural surface outside the jail house
where we spent the night
your arms outstretched hugging reality
as if it had a flight to catch

“I'm so glad I got to experience jail with you
a seasoned veteran” you said
“That wasn't jail
it was more like a time out” I said

My muse
my excuse for artistic expression
genius, artist, writer, musician
bipolar, obsessive, compulsive, borderline schizophrenic,
genius denier
selfish disease whore
had to take them all

dismissing anything artistic
as merely a symptom
so disassociate from it
deny it
bury it
and kill it

I cry for the cold wind and rain
connecting tears with disclosed madness
confessions of untold sins
the consecration of a friendship

Madness is the psyche's lack of capacity
when the inlet valve is left wide open

The dying time was inevitable
but you rushed along ignoring it
enjoying every moment of him
then finding solace in me

Grab your guitar
let's start a fire
burn down the school of thought
cherry picking realities to showcase
fight the power don't sell out
but we bought in

You've become dangerous to yourself
a burden to those you love
they say these salesmen are doctors
they say it's wrong to self medicate
you need a doctorate in this country to legally distribute drugs

What world are you from
my head swims heavy like a ball
blurry vision recalls nothing
claw marks in concrete walls are not comforting
but neither is the absence of a friend

Sometimes I miss that warm wet heavy air
all that filthy concrete and steel
we called home
Houston seems forever ago

Shamanic wisdom is why you said people flocked to us
how does that translate when there's nothing left
we teach and we taught
for what

I cry again
for the ship coming at us from out of the fog
flashes of light sparking up from our boots
out of the beachy sand
waves crashing at us
from out of our common acid trip

I
lost in your vision of Colorado and a snow captured cabin
you
lost in my confessions of depressions
crazy was a word unused for fear of the truth
when two people need each other too much
resentful personal pride finally fights to find individuality

What planet are you from
not the one where we talk about how fast the nascars are this year
or the one where if that football coach knew anything he'd be making my salary and I'd be making his
we're from the planet where nonsensical reasoning is not the preference of logical people
we're from the planet that asks why the answer to world hatred of America
was more violence and oppression

Are you brothers
I had an ally once
neither of us were ever in a room where we didn't feel outnumbered
but together we proved
not even a closed corporate chamber could argue our logic

There's no more pretending for you
your shell's been shattered
now the hollow music inside
is out
but the shell's not vanished
it's in pieces on the floor
even if the king's men had some glue
they couldn't fill that hollowness again

He was a saint you now
wide eyed and sentenced to a chair
gentle soul wronged by God
an unflinching force of good
I miss your son too
and I'm still waiting for the day you're healed enough
to come back from the dead

Saturday, June 26, 2010

Heredity


Darkness dwells deep

Constant conflicting
Quiet curse
Caring conscience's
Cold consequence

Survivng sorrow
Surrendering silently
Sinister scenarios

Flaws found
Frayed fabric
Future freedom
Fleeting feelings

Brutaly battling
Before begrudgingly
Baring beautiful betrayal

Darkness dwells deep

By: Pancho Madness

Sunday, June 13, 2010


we laugh
between
breathes
heads thrown back
mouths open to the sky

our laughter rises
singing the song of solomon
"I am the Rose of Sharon, and the lily of the valleys"

it settles quietly
on the leaves
ready to unpack
to mingle with the warm summer currents
and get lost
in the brilliance
of the sun

Saturday, June 12, 2010


The disaster in the Gulf reminded me of this poem by T.S. Eliot:

The Hollow Men
By: T.S. Eliot

Mistah Kurtz—he dead.

A penny for the Old Guy

I

We are the hollow men
We are the stuffed men
Leaning together
Headpiece filled with straw. Alas!
Our dried voices, when
We whisper together
Are quiet and meaningless
As wind in dry grass
Or rats’ feet over broken glass
In our dry cellar

Shape without form, shade without colour,
Paralysed force, gesture without motion;

Those who have crossed
With direct eyes, to death’s other Kingdom
Remember us—if at all—not as lost
Violent souls, but only
As the hollow men
The stuffed men.

II

Eyes I dare not meet in dreams
In death’s dream kingdom
These do not appear:
There, the eyes are
Sunlight on a broken column
There, is a tree swinging
And voices are
In the wind’s singing
More distant and more solemn
Than a fading star.

Let me be no nearer
In death’s dream kingdom
Let me also wear
Such deliberate disguises
Rat’s coat, crowskin, crossed staves
In a field
Behaving as the wind behaves
No nearer—

Not that final meeting
In the twilight kingdom

III

This is the dead land
This is cactus land
Here the stone images
Are raised, here they receive
The supplication of a dead man’s hand
Under the twinkle of a fading star.

Is it like this
In death’s other kingdom
Waking alone
At the hour when we are
Trembling with tenderness
Lips that would kiss
Form prayers to broken stone.

IV

The eyes are not here
There are no eyes here
In this valley of dying stars
In this hollow valley
This broken jaw of our lost kingdoms

In this last of meeting places
We grope together
And avoid speech
Gathered on this beach of the tumid river

Sightless, unless
The eyes reappear
As the perpetual star
Multifoliate rose
Of death’s twilight kingdom
The hope only
Of empty men.

V

Here we go round the prickly pear
Prickly pear prickly pear
Here we go round the prickly pear
At five o’clock in the morning.

Between the idea
And the reality
Between the motion
And the act
Falls the Shadow
For Thine is the Kingdom

Between the conception
And the creation
Between the emotion
And the response
Falls the Shadow
Life is very long

Between the desire
And the spasm
Between the potency
And the existence
Between the essence
And the descent
Falls the Shadow
For Thine is the Kingdom

For Thine is
Life is
For Thine is the

This is the way the world ends
This is the way the world ends
This is the way the world ends
Not with a bang but a whimper.

Wednesday, June 2, 2010

Summer


Soul's match met
Swinging swaying summer
Your music makes mine
Longing to linger like
Moisture in the air
Sticky humidity
Till your breeze slices
Refreshing exhileration
Splashing lightness into existence
Dreamy streams melancholy
Unconcious of reality
Lost in the swell of you
Giving no heed to caution
Only the rapture of your scent
Deserves attention to detail
Delerious dancing
Under shade of tree
Only now is real
This eternity of
Summer love
By: Pancho Madness

Friday, May 28, 2010

MARKETED OPPRESSION VS. RELEVANCE SOUGHT

YOU'VE BEEN SOLD
WHAT YOU'VE BEEN TOLD
YOU BOUGHT THAT SHIT
YOU'VE BEEN MEASURED TO FIT
YOU BELIEVE IT'S YOUR PERCEPTION
ALL THAT'S LEFT IS COOPERATION
YOU MUST CHANGE WHAT YOU SEE
YOUR VALUES ARE NOT WHAT THEY SHOULD BE
IN ORDER TO REALIZE WHAT IT IS TO LIVE
YOU MUST FIRST CHANGE YOUR PERSPECTIVE
SEEK RELEVANCE
GO OVERBOARD IN HASTE
FOR ALL YOUR UNDERSTANDING
CHANGE TAKES THE TIME YOU WASTE
START A REVOLUTION
RISING UP INSIDE THE GATE
SUPRISE THE INSTITUTION
EXPECTING YOU TO WAIT
By: Pancho Madness

Wednesday, May 12, 2010

The Lost One

Your face is sticky and wet with tears
Use your last 10 dollars to buy a few more beers
They never ask about your state of being
Now you’re realizing life has no meaning
The questions are jumbled in your head
Instead of finding some lucid thought you may as well stay in bed
Sleep through the day the sun shines bright
Slip out the door in the middle of night
The world is asleep you don’t need them anymore
Maybe they’ll be sorry the day your dead body hits the floor

Wednesday, May 5, 2010

The Gift

I came by and saw her sitting
She has seen many more decades than I
She told me of her first love
She wanted to be a mother since she was three
Her son died a hero
Her husband died a drunk
She used to go to the theatre
Her sister was her best friend
He loved her too
Why can't their science cure the world's hunger?
She finds strangeness now everywhere
She says she remembers me from her youth
Her rheumy eyes see only what was
There is no future for her but to sit
and to remember
I sing her a song
Then I fly away

Chantal at home in KodjoviakopƩ.


Thursday, April 29, 2010

For My Love


She came to me when I needed her most
and made an ocean out of desert
She stood by me day and night
growing green throughout bare branches

She stayed with me when my other friends
Swill and Brew left me intolerable
She mended and bandaged my wild youth
when fight and anger kept me hostile

She led the way, light in hand
out of my gray minded moor
She stayed by my bed with assuring eyes
when my body had said "no more"

She continues to lead with care and warmth
giving safe passage through any hardship
She's my love, and neither trial nor time
can break our bond or bliss

For my love




Tuesday, April 27, 2010

Delinquent


How long is left
how much more
can I endure?

Lost in this rain filled city night,
I wander past
the lights of the bars
with the signs and the whores.

No longer can I stomach
the hypocrites and idiots
the clowns all drawn out
into the night for fun.

I search for a forever death
only finding this violent nemesis.
Dawn?

Where did that wide eyed boy die?
There could never be enough blood shed
to regain that long gone day
of childish abandon.

Forget me, mom, for the pain
I've inflicted.
Your son has been fully devoured
by this demonic walking carcass.

Oh daddy, your love was so
conveniently absent
nurturing such a small monster,
growing self loathing
like a strangling second tongue.

Count my curses
for they are the only source
I have to measure self worth.
Cowardice is the determination,
minus the will.

A marked soul,
and lack of restraint
leads to disgraceful deeds.

With a spiteful laugh
I spit at the world
through the eyes of this
drunken street punk.

There were actions leading
up to this moment.
Only actions can end it!

A handful of hair lifts my narrowed gaze
I grin up at my victim.
I've done everything
to deserve this wrath.
An uncharacteristic nobility
could finally release me
from my sentence of depraved deviancy.

Another battering of knuckles
smashes through raindrops
to find my lips.
Open mouthed bloody kisses
greet this next round of abuse.

A white shining light slices
through every open realm of reality.
I recline back onto my curby pillow
wishing for sleep,
fighting back the rage
just long enough to incite it.

I decidedly roll over onto
my four dog legs to breath.
A foolish boot is caught against my ribs
I rise,
with it,
into the air
and start my maniacal stomping.

The rain ensures
my mother and father's blood flows
along with this stranger's
into the sewers of this polluted city.

Nothing can ever be as it was,
the realization of salvation,
undeserving of my attention.

I gather my wits,
and stroll to the opposite
side of the street
to resume my interrupted search.

By: Pancho Madness

A long drive to
Old homes in the Avenues
Chain link fence surrounds a small yard
Step up on the porch to see the brass knocker
L a u r e n c e  K a r l  L a r s e n
Old photographs
Two leather loungers, his was on the left
He sat in that
Curio cabinet
Bottom drawer filled with high heel shoes, just our size
She let us wear them
Kitchen table, drinking black coffee
Did you know if you don’t eat the crust your eyelashes won’t be curly?
Lace curtains in a tiny room
Checked shirts
Black horn rimmed glasses
A camper
He loved to fish and hunt
Always hugs, I sat on his knee
This is how I see it in my mind's eye
This is what I remember
This is all I have left of a grandfather I loved,
but was too young to truly know
Oh, and one more thing
He loved me

I wish you could have known him
He would have loved you too

Meetup

I've got a couple I'm working on hopefully I'll get em in before the months out, but I wanted to propose a meetup. We can get together and read some original new stuff to each other, and also maybe discuss Karma Girl's proposal of publishing something. Let me know if anyone's game!

Monday, April 26, 2010

The New World Order


Disease infests as rivers run dry
soon they'll all be bleeding
coal and oil blacken the sky
but yet they keep on breeding

Nature deflowered in urban sprawl
They're strip malls will burn first
A slew of hate, the global drawl
nothing can quench their thirst

Animals slaughtered to gain a buck
They'll get what they deserve
Survival destined to chance and luck
Sure god will protect and serve!

Enough with consequences
Time for action!

Boot and drum rock the streets
as screams flood the ear
endless night peaks in beats
the new world order is here

Today's salut, a flame in a bottle
red flags soon choke out the sun
human decay smashes the throttle
reduced by the smoking gun

Population control, the Leader's word
every child is left behind
Wall Street and Main, grotesquely absurd
Equality sates mankind!

Future saved or humanity lost
Is this fiction or fate?



On the Way Back

Road Trip

Halfway between here and Chicago where the
tree branches blend seamlessly
with night
and I can’t tell if my
eyes are open or closed.
A gas station is open.
The fluorescent lights slice black
sky with ragged edges, blocking
the stars and illuminating what should have
been left in shadows.

It’s harsh but I’m hungry.

Sickly light washes over aisles
of expired chips and useless trinkets; only one
bottle of Coke left.
I’m at the counter and she smiles.
Just yellow teeth and red
lipstick, mouth parts slyly. “Do you feel lucky?”
Outside all I can see is
the flicker of someone’s cigarette and the curling
smoke that climbs
above these lights

Thursday, April 15, 2010

1 in tha mornin


Light that bends
Quakes within
Further falling
Destinies calling
Sytematic breakdown
Meaning we make now
Polished fake clown
Never again
Compromising friend
Suffer within
Self indulgent sin
Fortress held tight
Mighty man's might
Foiled refuge
Your own shit to get through
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Wednesday, April 14, 2010

Happiness doesn't last forever

What happens next?
The fake smile’s exposed
What happens next?
Now the world knows your mind is taking painful blows
What happens next?
When the one thing that could heal any wound is dormant
What happens next?
The only medicine for your illness has lost its potency
What happens next?
Your train hasn’t been wrecked but obliterated
I’ll tell you what happens next
You get fucked over, that’s what happens next

Tuesday, April 13, 2010

apple blue skies
shade
lilac coated leaves
as they cradle
eggs
speckled with love
flutterby wings
whisper
as they beat the air
Spring is here
Spring is here
and the earth
draws
a
collective
b r e a t h

Saturday, April 10, 2010


Still waiting for my next poem to arrive.

Thursday, April 8, 2010

An April Photograph

Light and dark share the ambiance
crisp and cool raise the bumps
clean and fresh create fragrances
open and blossom color the spectrum

Brick and bar keep their guard
siren and somber sound in waves
labor and toil slump the postures
weed and decay fissure structure

Spring in St. Louis
revolution in reaction






Wednesday, April 7, 2010

We Real Cool

 

So, today I didn't have a poem in me, but I am certain there will be one tomorrow.  In lieu of my own poem, I thought I would post a poem I really enjoy.  The poem is by Gwendolyn Brooks.  It is just all that.

WE REAL COOL
THE POOL PLAYERS.
SEVEN AT THE GOLDEN SHOVEL.

We real cool. We
Left school. We

Lurk late. We
Strike straight. We

Sing sin. We
Thin gin. We

Jazz June. We
Die soon.

Here is a recording of Brooks introducing the poem and then her read of it (click play once the page opens).
The Pool Players.  Seven at the Golden Shovel.

Tuesday, April 6, 2010

Death They Didn't Deserve

Come and join the camp
Don’t stumble over money, everything is free
Free of individuality
Free haircuts
Free striped pajamas
Free gold stars
A number defines who you are
Suffer through wind, ice, and snow
If you die no one will know
Horror unable to be depicted
Veins dripping their thick liquid
Silent drops of crimson wet the mud below
It won’t be long
Soon they’ll all be gone
Thanks to the devil with the moustache

Monday, April 5, 2010

The number before me

The number before me
Monday
I rub my eyes, then again
Fuck!
My day is ruined
Self esteem crashing around me, suffocated by the number
Nothing feels right or fits right
The number is stuck in my own minds purgatory
Try to forget
All things off limits
Everything looks much more enticing than before
Tea
Tea
More tea
Head is spinning remembering what has brought this number into my life

Tuesday :)
It must have been the damn bloody marys

Sunday, April 4, 2010

working

Jimmy does the shipping.
Darla does the digging.
Robbie does the loading.
Tricia does the checking.
All these "ings" are keeping us apart.

grandfather


War
Pacific
Loss
son without father
wife without husband
grandchildren without grandfather
what was lost cannot be found

If there is a god
and god created everything
who is the enemy?
Words about Jimmy and Darla:
Kindness
Sunshine
Pretty blue
Crafty
Sincere
Open arms


This was initially supposed to be about chocolate. But I guess it could be about a parent or whatever, if you're inclined to sappy interpretations...

When I was young you gave comfort
with gentle sweet sincerity
I would go to you in the night and
fall asleep beside you
finally convinced all was alright
I long for you in the worst of times
You're always there for the best of times
Long before my first broken heart
You taught me the meaning of love
Even when I am grown and have a family of my own
Part of me will still be that little girl back then
When you and I were the only ones who existed in the world




Never Becomes Easy



We’re falling down being torn apart
Can’t find the missing pieces to my broken heart
This thing called love it’s all a farce
Can’t mend the shards of this shattered heart
In a day my world fell down
All I could do was watch as it crashed around
This fragile mess that we’ve broken so many countless times before
Lays in fragments on the empty floor
I see your face, you seem surprised
Behind your eyes it’s all just lies
My mind is whirling a weeping I can’t keep in
Uncomfortable in my own skin
A tragic passion, let’s face the truth hand in hand
I can’t be with you through the end
Honey, it was a ticking time bomb anyway

Saturday, April 3, 2010


What if
I step off the path
to walk on the grass
like I did
when I was young?

Would the dew still cling to my shoes?
Would the grass smell as sweet?
Would it feel as good?
soft substrate
cradling my feet
tomorrow
I will try

Friday, April 2, 2010

Song Of Our Reign

We march through forests of flame and frost
We reap the souls of the found and lost
We drain the strength of bone and brush
We leave behind only soot and mush

Over barren wastes and toxic plains
We flood the fields with acid rains
Brandishing iron and ice cold steel
We crack the whip on satan's heel

For we are the dead who rise in the night
Swigging beer and venom for the fight
We're Tricia and Robbie, you've heard our call
Ahead of chaos, misfortune, and destruction for all!

Ha!





day sun warm
we laugh
between breaths
sweet ass grass
I love this man

Went to the Pi for Pizza
Senator Obama went to the Pi for Pizza
Eating Pizza can make you President

by Jimmy Spinelli

Sleeping In













SLEEPING IN


The edges of your hair glow with sunlight
The smell of vanilla fills the short space between us
Dust dances through sunbeams shining across the room
I reach over you pulling your soft body close
My face pressed between your neck and shoulder
A whisper
I love you
I love you
I love you
Your eyes sparkle with the light of the morning
We two solitary things
Twisting turning loving
Making magical melodic movements
Testing the extent to which we can become one
We breathe each others breath
In time
In sync
In rhthym
We could hide forever here
Under the covers
Behind closed doors
Only a hint of the day through the curtains
We don't need the world
We have each other
Now
Right
Now

By: Pancho Madness

Thursday, March 18, 2010

We're getting ready for National Poetry Month.  Would you like to join us?

Sunday, March 14, 2010

March 14

Happy  Pi Day, 3.14!  Here is a picture I took of Jimmy's beer at the Pi (note pi on the back of the glass) in celebration of...well we don't really need a reason to celebrate we were just out having beers.  Anyway, I am posting today because...drumroll and all sorts of fanfare here...April is National Poetry Month.  I thought, if we all agreed, we could aim to compose a poem each day of the month of April.  Of course, that begs the question, "What is a poem?"  It can be anything you determine is a poem, a picture, free verse,  haiku, limerick, whatever.  What do you think?  Are you up to it?

Sunday, February 21, 2010

THE BOY I SEE AIN'T THE MAN STARING BACK AT ME

THE BOY I SEE AIN'T THE MAN STARING BACK AT ME

The things I remember and miss
never seemed as serious as this

Which way to go
which road to take
choices are slow
they take time to make

The impulse is there
but there are reasons to wait
rashness beware
this contemplative state

And when I look to my reflection
the boy I expect to find
is replaced with consternation
by this weathered face of mine

Yet once upon a time
it seems so beyond belief
that when I was in my prime
I was a prince of Alief

My joints filled with rust
anchored to reality
no longer do I thrust
face first into destiny
no longer do I lust
for elusive anarchy

But I've lived a thousand times
and I'll live a thousand more
this life's just a slow rhyme
waiting at revolution's door
By: Pancho Madness

Thursday, February 18, 2010

The Walk Out

The day you walked out she learned to cry
Just wanting to die, her voice ran dry
Reality never seemed so real
Get up off the ground
Honey, your knees are bleeding but they're not your wounds

Friday, February 5, 2010

He sits down on the edge of the bed and opens the book.

His hands are familiar and he has his mother's smile.

In our minds he is so strong and he does not fear the world but I only feel his humanity as he reads.

Like the voice of a god, his is the first voice I will hear when I wake and the last I will hear as I fall asleep.

His sons for many generations will have his voice and children will hear it even as the world fades away.


Thursday, February 4, 2010

(Un)comfortably numb?

The flickering images from the screen project shadows on my face.
Their messages filter through my brain – settling uncomfortably on my heart.
7.0 magnitude earthquake hits Haiti – thousands feared dead;
Two dead following drive-by shooting;
Struggling homeowners not getting help fast enough;
Court documents reveal Sheri Coleman lived in fear of her husband;
Trooper’s partner laments lack of legal protection for gay couples;
Humane Society rescues 13 neglected horses.
“How sad”, I exclaim. “Why is the world this way?”
Winter weather is on its way again. It looks like we are in for snow.
“Jimmy, it’s going to be cold. You better bring a coat.”
Images flicker. The stories of life’s tragedies loosen their grip on my heart.
“Hey, what’s for dinner?”
Flicker, flicker. Fade to black.

Wednesday, February 3, 2010

Technology Uncensored (sorry)

Fuck technology, WAVE OF THE FUTURE, primadonna buttons stuck in their oh so sleek motions, power surges and failures the product of random asshole's afterthought, it works, it fails, we fix, it works, it fails, we fix, blah blah blah, life complicated by years of "progress", plans to send douchebags to Mars, hope their shuttle's more stable than my cellphone, this computer, our buildings' net connection, work's copy machine, and all the other task easers that crash time after time sucking the fun, honest, physical, and mental tasks that are, well anything nowadays, but we're moving forward, faster, stronger, more efficiently than before, ya my ass we are, it would be quicker for me to run screaming down Delmar engulfed in flames to the fire station and be doused in water there than try 911 on my umpteenth busted bullshit phone, ya if the "convenience" of 2010 is the WAVE OF THE FUTURE, fuck the future

---again, my apologies

Death of Innocence

My dear friend, Innnocence, has seen her day
She once lived and has ever so silently slipped away
Through the grasp of man she falls
Death unexplained
She crawled on all fours with not a thought
She grew to walk erect
Following her new found skills problem arises
What once was pure is now polluted
Cruel words, discouraging thoughts caused her bruises
Her ressurection may be seen
Not so few and far between
Each generation will see her face
Until the next time her death takes place

Saturday, January 30, 2010

Life’s razor sharp banister slices your tender skin as you slide down into reality’s deceiving pile of rock filled pillow cases
Misinterpretation, mistakes, deception, false presentation
There’s no turning back
Blood stains your freshly cleaned white linens
Painfully reaching the point of realization
No one’s there to catch you as you rapidly approach the end
Look who’s laughing now
Open the window to let sunlight in only to be disappointed by the artificial light that filters through.
One fluid motion to swift the blinds away, one fluid motion until sadness sets in.
Kid its nighttime no sun, just streetlights.
Wake up in the morning and let real light shine through your million dollar window.
Blinded by the lighted bliss of your almost fake life.

Friday, January 29, 2010

A Thought for Today

This isn't really a poem, but I think the feelings it conjures are similar.

When we have exposed the specious reasoning of the hunters' apologists and stripped their sport of its counterfeit legitimacy, the naked brutality of hunting defines itself: killing for the fun of it. -Steve Ruggeri, former hunter and activist (1949-1998).  Taken from A.Word.A.Day by Anu Garg.

Tuesday, January 26, 2010

Impatience


The hurt's gonna come
dyed black and crimson
flooding the eyes
choking out all honesty
It'll be swift and silent
the pacifist's scourge
lungs filled to the brim
malevolence weeps with joy
Dawn becomes dim
as winter claws the throat
ash and plague grow wild
a final jab and mockery
O yes, the hurt's gonna come
but not as soon as we deserve

Sunday, January 24, 2010

Wedding Haiku (kind of)

In the violet
hour - winter lifts its veil
revealing…a blush

Fall tosses citron
like rice at a wedding
anointing its guests

Spring begins slowly
jade blades - - then tulips blush red
staining the bride’s mouth

Summer arrives in
saffron robes - ready to delight
the most chaste among us
I created this photo for a now graduated student of mine.  I used a photo of her ring superimposed over the place in Vermont where they were married.  I added one of my favorite African proverbs "A single bracelet does not jingle." to the image (not shown here).

Saturday, January 23, 2010

the twilight has fallen and i am not ready
my Mother's god ate her soul
she thought she would not be forgotten
my husband sought a hateful meaning
he thought the sun would not explode
my son's fear is acute
he thought i would not leave him
their lies will dissolve with them

Thursday, January 21, 2010


My morning symphony begins

Wednesday, January 20, 2010

"Follow your inner moonlight; don't hide the madness.”
By: Allen Ginsberg

Monday, January 18, 2010



I make coffee.
I make coffee so that people can drink it
and...be warmed by it.

They drink it
and think it
will make them forget
the pain
that perks
just below the surface
they drink to forget
but they are falsely warmed.

NB: I woke up one  morning with this poem fully written in my head.

Monday, January 11, 2010

First Post

I came across this poem in the Riverfront Times.  It was listed under the heading "Best Local Poet to Die in the Past Year" (by local it means Missouri).  I am not familiar with the poet, Donald Finkel (1929-2008), but the poem made me think, which makes it a good candidate, in my opinion, for our first post.

SHHH
Listen, shhh
alone among the trees
I've come for a heart-to-heart
with the woods
I fall on my knees
for a tete-a-tete with a geode


behind his limestone brow I sense
the clean hard corners of his thought
facet to facet, glinting dimly
postulates of amethyst and quartz


it's small talk time
I'll parley with the loam
make peace with the Indian Pipe
I'll learn to speak weedish
~Donald Finkel